Please Let me fall out of love with you then you walk away..

I miss you so much I wish you knew

I miss you every moment I don’t hear from you

I miss you every time I look at your contact on my phone

I miss you every moment I type on this keyboard

Even now I am missing you so much

But then what can I do, I hate to feel this way

but at the same time I love you so much that I hate and love what I feel for you.

Why did it have to be you?

I was okay before you walked into my life

And made me fall in love with you

I hate it that you don’t even realize it

I hate it that you don’t even text to check up on me

I hate it that you don’t even call to know how am doing

I hate it that it seems you don’t feel the same way too

I hate it that you are so far away from me,

I hate it that I love you and anytime I think of forgetting you

I remember the good times and how you make me feel and I fall more in love

I can’t remember the last time I was ever in this situation,

That’s because I decided I don’t want to be so much in love, 

What happened anyway? 

What changed?

Let me try and figure this out then I think I’ll be able to figure out

how I can get myself out of this love that is as twisted as my hair.

I miss you so much

Please let me fall out of love with you then you walk away,

This is so hard for me already so don’t make it harder for me

I love you so much and i need you

Please don’t walk away from

Please don’t leave me alone

Just hold on there

Stay with me till I get I get over you

Pretend if you have to

Lie to me if you have to

But don’t leave me

Please don’t go silent on me

Pretend baby

For me if you have to.

People think am a strong woman, I pretend to be one but am not

When it comes to love

I promise I won’t keep you here that long,

Just pretend you love me for a few more days

I swear I will get over you and free you

Please don’t go, wait for me to heal; then you walk away

Please. . .

 I hate falling in love

And I will never fall in love again

I won’t, I will never

I feel so wasted and disoriented

This is so messed up!